What I Have Lost

So tired- baby I am soul tired

From carrying this weight upon my head- feeling dead

Love died, stranded by the roadside

Nothing left but ashes in the wind – wondering…

Can you stand me straight, can you make me tall?

Can you give me back what I have lost?

Can you make it real, can you steal my pain,

Can you feel the things I can’t explain to you?

Slow down, I wish that it would slow down

Staring at this thing I can’t control -

In my soul

Desire, burning like a wildfire

Burning for the love I’ll never know again

Can someone help me understand?

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Did I say too much?

Did I pray too loud?

Did I let you down?

Did I make you proud?

Was it worth this pain?

Can you count the cost?

Can you give to me what I have lost?